He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. Hes gone through a lot, he knows that. Caught in the rhythm of routine, Eddie remembers a few moments too late that hes meant to be entering quietly when he gets home from work. Buck and Eddie have reached a tipping point, and realize they need each other more than they thought. He has been hiding his dragon's existence since he joined the 118. It was the only explanation for his current string of devastatingly terrible luck. "Hey," Eddie says, and Buck wonders if he's imagining that Eddie's voice is deeper than before. He was looking for an answer, hes pretty sure - the answer, whatever that means. Buck suddenly came up behind him then, leaning so they were pressed back-to-back, Buck moving his shoulders from side to side. I uh, Buck tries to say. I would have understood.__________________________Buck and Eddie help Maddie move into her new apartment, Eddie gets petty with Taylor Kelly after she flirts with Buck and Eddie tries to cook for Buck. What if Maddie hadn't made it to L.A?What if Eddie hadn't survived? Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (4), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (23), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (2), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (2), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew (1), Eddie Diaz & Howie "Chimney" Han (9-1-1 TV) (1), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (1), Eddie Diaz & Howie "Chimney" Han (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Established Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, FireFam Conflagration Ficlets AKA Firehouse Ficlets, My Idea of Self Care (Is Taking Care of You), Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, Evan "Buck" Buckley and Eddie Diaz Are In Love, Evan "Buck" Buckley Takes Care of Eddie Diaz, pre-Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), But its not gonna end well for her in the long run, 9-1-1 tumblr story posts, half baked stories, drabbles, tiny ficlets, Evan "Buck" Buckley is Christopher Diaz's Parent, Post-Episode: s05e03 Desperate Measures (9-1-1 TV). Or: a self-indulgent Buck and Chris napping together fic. Buck suddenly came up behind him then, leaning so they were pressed back-to-back, Buck moving his shoulders from side to side.
Post-Lawsuit (9-1-1 TV) - Works | Archive of Our Own He knows, logically, that he is worth something. He met someone once, years ago with matching scars and haunted eyes who had told him, "You either get better, or you die, Evan. I didn't want to ruin that for you.. Eddie considers Buck for a moment, Just people, I guess, sometimes the things they do are just., Yawning again, Buck leans forward, resting the side of his face against Eddies right shoulder blade. What will happen when Chris shows up on his doorsteps one day and asks him to come back? Buck has problems with his team after the lawsuit. box of lies online generator 911 fanfiction buck ignored. - Y me ests abrazando con mucha fuerza, como si no quisieras que me fuera. tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply". Only Eddie and Chris sense that their Buck is somewhere. He almost lost Bucktwice.
Tired Evan "Buck" Buckley - Works | Archive of Our Own Why does the word Family cause a visceral reaction? He loved being able to send polaroids home to his dads.". Even though he was shorter and less broad than Buck, Eddie had a way of making him feel small. Something is definitely wrong, and Eddie is scared shitless. He could have lost both of his boys today and yet here they are right in front of him. Eddie rubbed his face with his hands and sighed heavily. With the help of her cousin and self. in which Evan "Buck" Buckley is an aviator, Eddie Diaz is jealous, and Chimney would really like to know why that man's name is Bradley Bradshaw. Tagged as Buddie because chances are, it'll happen eventually.Tagged as Minor Character Death because they're first responders not super-heros. When what felt like the longest silence had passed, Buck finally went on. Inevitable that hes feeling Bobbys hands grip against his turnout, still askew and half-off where Chimney once was, hands running up his chest while he checked for injuries. Then one Saturday became important. You never have, and you never will.. Well, three times really. Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long. First, his sleazy lawyer. Buck hears about Daniel, the team ignores him, everything falls apart but one night it breaks; without having anyone disappears to look for himself. The team ignores Buck after the lawsuit.They don't realize that he is being raped just a few feet away during the shift.Buck breaks with the team and leaves LA. A small thing happened, and he snapped. Thats exciting, youve been wanting to get more involved, right? Hes trying to ignore the trepidation, thinking about his girlfriend being the face of unsolved crimes, but hes trying to be supportive. Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. Please consider turning it on! Protective Athena Grant. Perfect. Please give me another chance? Buck loved Eddie's hugs. Buck is about to reach his. Granted, I uhonly know how to make breakfast foods right now but I could cook us something when we get back to the station. Content warnings: lightning, emergency, cardiac arrest, pain, lightning strike, electrocution, contact injury, side flash, blast injury, heights, hospitals, passing out, loss of consciousness, panic attacks, anxiety, description of anxiety and panic, manipulation, threats of using a child to gain compliance but not in a violent or hostile way (just them using Christopher to get Buck and Eddie to not be dumb but still deserves a warning because that is kind of a sketchy manipulation tactic). Blackouts arent exactly an everyday occurrence, but theyre not unheard of. Buck's quiet voice cracks as he speaks. You promised that you wouldnt leave Buck. Hen said and he sighed deeply, turning slowly to face her. Only a small drop spilled the glass he was trying to hold, drowning him.Maybe it's time to stop fighting the water. Thats just so He lets out a strangled laugh. Taylor ''catches'' Buck and Eddie sleeping together. I also made him take a nap which is probably the only reason hes sleeping right now. At 37-years old youre the youngest firefighter to ever make Captain within the LAFD!. But to answer your question, there's nothing that has me anxious or worried, everything is fine.. He's literally trying to hold onto air. And then he hangs up the phone and lets out a ragged breath - one it sounds like hes been holding for much longer than the length of that conversation. Content warnings: lightning, emergency, cardiac arrest, pain, lightning strike, electrocution, contact injury, side flash, blast injury, heights, hospitals, passing out, loss of consciousness, panic attacks, anxiety, description of anxiety and panic, manipulation, threats of using a child to gain compliance but not in a violent or hostile way (just them using Christopher to get Buck and Eddie to not be dumb but still deserves a warning because that is kind of a sketchy manipulation tactic). He was powerless against the Diaz boys and wanted nothing more than to be swept up in their everything. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos. Buck listen to me! Buck has never been scared of the dark before, but this feels different, somehow. Buck finally reached his magic awakening, where it would be unbound. The Eddie voice catches and stops. Sometimes, when the anxiety is trying to claim you and never let you go, you have to take the offered hand of help. He knows that his childhood was not normal, by any means. Episode: s04e04 9-1-1 What's Your Grievance? Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents. He took her from camp that night. Buck had been hopeful that Eddie inviting him to his bosss house to meet his friends and co-workers meant that they were taking a step in the right direction. Buckley just keeps to himself and makes no attempts to engage with the rest of Firehouse 51 or any Firehouse he floats at. Buck wondered if he had been a slave owner or some serial killer in a past life, forced to reap the results of his karma in this one. And Eddie? 911buck firststory +7 more # 2 Shots Fired! They've been sharing a bed most nights now, and Eddie wakes one morning to find Buck sucking his thumb. Buck and Eddie have heart-to-heart about Buck's sperm donation choice. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. She had woken up to a dark figure in the room. and explores the budding relationship between Josh and Buck. Originally for Day 29 of Whumptober 2021. Legend had it that the Santa Anas had the ability to stir up sinister natures in the human soul and caused strange happenings wherever they blew. Through pure adrenaline he was scaling the ladder, acutely aware that he was screamingvoice cracking through the thunder begging Buck to be okay and to just hold on. Hes shocked at the things he sees because all of the ingredients are sitting on the kitchen table and Eddies just looking at them like he doesnt know what to do first. Because, if he doesn't feel this anymore, if he isn't like this anymore, then what is he? Surprisingly, it is the most talkative among them that holds the most secrets. Buck tries to ignore the pang in his heart. Instead, hes unilaterally focused on the helmet sitting on the ground as innocently as if someone placed it there. He tells no one. self-soothing Embarrassment Buck secretly sucks his thumbs sometimes and Eddie accidentally sees him doing it Emotional Hurt/Comfort Fluff and Humor Misunderstandings Pacifiers Light Angst Eddie Diaz Needs to Use Actual Words (9-1-1 TV) They've been sharing a bed most nights now, and Eddie wakes one morning to find Buck sucking his thumb. About which thing? Eddie gave Bobby a look and Bobby gave a look right back. + worry. Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. Or, Oliver Stark posted a picture this morning and Ferno lost their marbles. "The F18 soared across the open water, a few thousand feet above the hard deck. Buck had brought an old polaroid with him in the plane, the one his dad had given him when he went off to basic flight training. But the moment hes inside, Eddie stops dead on his feet and its like a cold rush of air making his hair stand on end, sending shivers down his spine. It did hurt though." Maddie said. Suicide Attempt. He's wrong on both accounts. He pops his head up, a smile growing across his face when he sees Taylor on the screen. They are surprised to find out that Buck has moved on and no one knows where he is. Buck remembers his first New Years kiss, crowded up against the wall of an alley in New York with his best friend of two years pushing him back. Kelly attempts small talk, not his favorite thing, with the quiet and withdrawn Floater; however, any attempt of friendship is ignored. But everyone thinks he is at home.
'911 Fanfic: Intervention - bitter inspiration Both were silently sending out a prayer toward him. It's Valentine's day and Buck decides to take a gamble in giving Eddie some chocolates. Please consider turning it on! Buck is moving in with Eddie and Chris. He is introverted and afraid. What happens when Eddie notices something? A Navy Seal who was injured on the tour. He knew that after the lawsuit he was not going to be easy, but he was drowning more and more. But its fine because eventually my boss will fire me again and none of my friends will want to hang out with me anymore. Buck gets burned at work and worries that he's blown his shot with Eddie when he runs late to meet his friends. Eddie thinks his boys are safe, but is soon to discover the complete opposite. Buck was tired, okay. He loved this place, loved this job, but he often felt unwanted. It occurs to Eddie later this is the closest hes ever been to punching a superior. He never saw her again after that, and he's never gathered the courage to look her up and find out which path she took. (And I don't see you), all characters except buck and Eddie are brief. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. 3 firefighter, 1 policeman and 2 children will have to learn from the darkness and get out alive.Evan Buckley would do anything to protect his own. Rated mature because I don't know where this is going and this all started as a dream I had. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. It's hard telling thembut it's even worse watching them not know what to do. Bucks hit by lightning and Eddies has no choice but to wait for him to wake up. There's no in between." Just fluffy talk, soothing words, comforting Buck with soft praise! Silence fell between the trio, even the annoying beeping from his monitor and the hustling outside of his room had seemed to fade into oblivion as he caught sight of Maddie's crestfallen look which caused the shame to spiral and wrap its tight vice around his chest. He is attacked and abused by three men. (Oh yeah, and Eddie is surprisingly vulnerable. Buck suddenly came up behind him then, leaning so they were pressed back-to-back, Buck moving his shoulders from side to side. Their faces met, just inches apart, Eddie refraining from doing anything he might regret, like kissing Buck. ), Buck hates this, he doesn't know how to help Chris or Eddie and he's pretty sure that he's spiraling so far out of control that he is never going to get it back. They don't talk enough, misunderstandings happen. Im home.. Athena had managed to knock some sense into Bobby and he was finally welcomed back to the 118 with open arms.
Anxious Evan "Buck" Buckley - Works | Archive of Our Own You dont deserve him, Eddie says. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. Always alone. You should talk to him. He muttered as more of an afterthought.
Maybe she knew before he did that he'd get the urge to do something like this. Only a small drop spilled the glass he was trying to hold, drowning him.Maybe it's time to stop fighting the water. Rain, crashing against the visor, the flashlight still on and flickering in the storm.
Buck cooks for Eddie and they have their first of many real conversations as trusted partners. The darkness of the city, even with lights and people and voices all around him, feels oppressive in a way he cannot put a name to. - Cmo sabes que no me haba quedado dormido? When the day started, Kelly didn't put much thought into it. The 118 thinks that he just took a leave. A topical Floater doesn't treat the station he subbing at with that much dedication and care, but Evan Buckley isn't like your normal floater. Hen- Eddie begins, but she doesnt let him get further than that. Eddie probably looked really stupid right now. In turn that causes worry for Olivia and Elliot. Eddie is too far gone in the wrong way for anything good to come out of this, but Eddie knows hes not going anywhere. Bucks too good to walk away from. The aftermath is heavy. OR: Buck's line snaps during the lightning storm. Something is definitely wrong, and Eddie is scared shitless. At the time, it felt like a sign, like destiny when they woke up the next morning hungover and to a snow-covered outside. The F18 responded beautifully to his every touch, going faster or slower with barely more effort than a thought. Still nothing. They don't mob him. He was done with everything. It's 11 h 30 pm and he's still up, playing a gameboard with Christopher. Please consider turning it on! Through pure adrenaline he was scaling the ladder, acutely aware that he was screamingvoice cracking through the thunder begging Buck to be okay and to just hold on. ---Danger looms as Taylor's career turns in new directions, leaving Buck torn between feeling proud and protective. After the lawsuit things get worse for Buck. He is introverted and afraid. Past Evan "Buck" Buckley/Ali Martin - Freeform, Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Abandonment Issues, Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents, It only falls into place when you're falling to pieces, Evan "Buck" Buckley Acting as Christopher Diaz's Parental Figure, Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & Cafs, Eddie Diaz and Evan "Buck" Buckley are neighbours, Evan "Buck" Buckley and Eddie Diaz Are In Love, Evan Buck Buckley and Eddie Diaz are Christophers Dads. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Or can his new and old life blend seamlessly into something better? A follow-up to Chris being found after the tsunami; Eddie takes Buck home with him.
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forgotten by some, remembered by you, a 9-1-1 fanfic | FanFiction When they forget his birthday, he decides it's better to leave LA. It's just that Buck has a hard time accepting help. After meeting with the lawyer and his team, Buck is distraught. After the hostage situation. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Eddie tells Buck what he needs to hear.
911 fanfiction buck ignored - beckoning-cat.com But, he thinks he's scared to get better, too. A topical Floater doesn't look like that. I had him do the coffee run, you know, change of scenery. Buck left the 118 six years ago and he only kept in touch with Chris. But he only takes advantage of Buck.Months later he finds out that he is pregnant.He has to cope with many problems. Eddie really did think it was pretty.And what an odd thought that was. He's spent the last few years learning how to trust himself and others again, will a couple of chance encounters with those he used to call family change all that? Eddie joins the 118. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Buck shrugs half-heartedly. (By special request. The two people perk up when they hear this and it stops Buck in his tracks. They are surprised that he is back in town and is with the LAFD.They are even more surprised when they learn he is a single father. Tomorrows one year. Yea, that would be stupid. He loved the feeling of flying; the strange part of him felt grounded the higher he went, more connected to himself the more altitude he gained. "Hi," Buck manages to reply, though it comes out slightly strangled. - Eddie tiene una una sonrisa an ms maliciosa en su rostro. He loved being able to send polaroids home to his dads.". Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. It was an unspoken rule at this point, so why was everyone always stealing his spot? Courtesy of Fox. Eddie joins the 118. For a moment, he closes his eyes against the emotions building like a maelstrom, struggles to take in another breath of his own, before he tries again. He wanted to name her after some one strong and graceful so he chose Elsa and Sapphire was chosen due to it representing Nobility. Please consider turning it on! He was used to being treated like the rookie, but this was going a little- a lot - too far he thought. He was home. Buck was back a day when the people he considered family continued to ignore him unless on calls. Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. Shit. "Of course. ----It's all fluff and sweetness here. Well, I know youre probably use to eating MREs butBobbys been teaching me how to cook. Evan "Buck" Buckley is a single dad to a beautiful 18-month-old girl and a firefighter at station 76. And what will he do with all the feelings that arise during the rescue? He is attacked and abused by three men. He needed a break, he needed to find himself again. Bobby Nash. He loved the feeling of flying; the strange part of him felt grounded the higher he went, more connected to himself the more altitude he gained. He couldnt do life without Buck. Their faces met, just inches apart, Eddie refraining from doing anything he might regret, like kissing Buck. Eddie laughs too because he knows he should have just admitted the fact that he cant cook to Buck the last time he was there when they were reviewing Eddies VA paperwork. Especially when it's Eddies.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------Whumptober Day 17: Hemorrhage/Dread. Chim can't get a song out of his head, blames Buck and realizes Eddie's further down the road to happiness than he thought. A helmet that should be on the head of the figure collapsed on the ground yards away. And he needs Eddie to understand that. It doesnt so much surprise him that he felt this way, rather that he didnt feel as strongly as this before. Buck, you took the Captain's exam and passed it on the first try. Their shift ran long, now Eddie's taking Buck home for a nap. He shouldve written that date down. And you're holding me really tight, like you don't want me to leave. Buck relaxes his body a little, damn, maybe he's anxious without realizing it. Youve worked hard to achieve this without anyone giving you anything. after the lawsuit, buck is still shunned by the 118. he doesn't show it to them but it affects him so much he tries to take his own life. He remembered the bruises Eddie would subtly try to hide and how he couldn't even get his friend an ice pack out of fear of Eddie's temper. tip: "uchiha sasuke/uzumaki naruto" angst kudos>10, Hed hit the ground, wind knocked out of him, but it didnt matter because Buck was stranded, suspended in the air as a perfect, unmoving target for the next strike. 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